Luna Lola-The Moon Wolf

Luna Lola-The Moon Wolf

Lola's POV

 The look on his face when he took in what I said broke me but I had to clear the air, to make him stop blaming himself and make me free

from the guilt of keeping such away from him.

 “You purposely have your life up because it was all part of the big plan?” He asked and I nodded, hoping that he would understand why

I had to do that.

 “So when you asked me to allow our wolves to mate, you already knew what you were doing?” He asked and I nodded my head.

 “When you went away with Fay and Serena to the clinic, you already knew what you were going to do?” I nodded my head again.

 “Why?” That one sentence carried so much pain that I could feel my heart breaking again.

 “It was to save all of us, Adrian. I was chosen for that purpose. I couldn't bear losing all of you just to save myself, I wouldn't be able to

live with myself. I'm so sorry, Adrian, I'm so sorry”, I cried as I spoke.

 He pulled back from me and stood up, tears streaming down his face. “You could have told me, Lola”, he said with evident hurt on his

face and in his voice.

 “But….”, I tried to speak but he held up his finger in the universal “not a word” signal, so I kept quiet.

 “We were supposed to share everything with each other. I thought you were just worried because of the responsibility on you. I tried

everything to make you feel better, I did everything to show you that I was on your side, I made sure you knew you could trust me and

what? You kept such a huge amount of information from me?” Tears streamed down my face as he spoke because all he said was correct.

 “We're making him cry”, Jasmine whimpered sadly in my head. Yes, Jasmine came back. Apparently, she was sleeping while I was in the

void. What we did with Fay was very powerful since only the moon goddess was supposed to interfere with the affairs of mates and their

bonds. I was lucky I survived it at all.

 “It was so hard to live with myself. It was so hard to wait, hoping and praying that you'll come back to me. All I had was that faint

vibration in our bond, Lola”, he screamed and moved away from me.

 “How could you think that was okay?” He said before turning his back to me.

 “But I'm back, Adrian. We can just forget any of these happened and live with each other peacefully”, I tried to reason with him.

 “Forget it? We should just forget it? Being here doesn't automatically erase the pain I felt when you were not here. I thought I failed you,

not knowing that you already knew the outcome”, he raised his voice at me.

 “You chose the day Mom left me to leave too. Did you think of how hard it must have been for me?” He kept talking.

 “For 3 months, I refused to carry Nathan's child. I thought holding her and acknowledging another one with your name would seal the

fact that you're gone and you're never coming back”.

 “I was supposed to be her godfather and I had barely bonded with her. You know why? I was a fucking coward who didn't want to admit

that you were no more. And I'm supposed to just forget?” He shouted, panting heavily before sitting on the bed.

 I stood up from where I was still sitting on the floor and moved to sit beside him on the bed. I slowly wrapped my arms around him and

held him close to my chest, thanking the moon goddess when he gave in and didn't flinch from me.

 “You know what? You're right”, I sniffled before I continued speaking. “I was selfish and inconsiderate. I thought I was doing everyone a

favour by not staying alive. I thought that everyone will be automatically saved once I lost my life”.

 “I should have trusted you. I should have been with you after you lost Rose. I didn't want to leave you, I swear to the moon, I thought I

might be able to beg the Fates to untie our destiny so that you won't have to leave the world so soon”.

 “I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry”, I cried as I held him. We stayed like that for a while just crying and breathing in the smell of each other.

 “No more secrets between us, okay? I want to share all of my life problems and joy with you with nothing standing between us”, he

looked up and cupped my cheeks to which I nodded.

 “No more secrets”, I nodded and brought his lips to mine, electricity crackling through me at being in close contact with him.

 “This feels so good, Adrian. I never want to have to stay away from you again”, I murmured into our kiss and he hummed in

agreement.

 He pulled back, making me whimper needily. “Why did you stop?” I whined and he chuckled lightly. “Let me etch every part of you into

my memory. I never want to have to let go off any part of you”, he whispered as he gently stroked my cheeks.

 “You're so beautiful”, he whispered. Before I could say anything else, he covered my mouth with his and lifted me onto his laps.

 Our making out was interrupted by a shrill sound and Adrian groaned in anger. He stomped over to where his phone was lying on the

floor, probably from when he was sitting down there, and picked it up.

 “I swear to God, you better have a good reason for calling me now or I will……”, he started speaking but was cut off by the other voice

on the line.

 “Thank God you're okay”, Nathan said, sounding relieved. “I was not able to reach you through the mindlink and I felt you getting

stressed for a while before it got cut off. Are you fine? Is everything alright with Lola? I mean not okay okay but you get what I mean”, he

took a deep breath before he continued speaking.

 “Do you want me to come over?” He asked after a while but Nathan shook his head. “No, man, I'll be over in a few”.

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 “Without a doubt, man”, he said. He was about to hang up when he spoke again. “And Nathan?”

 “Yeah?” Nathan replied. “I have a surprise for the whole pack”. With that, he hung up the phone and eagerly came to hold my hand.

 “I got distracted for a while but I have something to show you”, he said excitedly like a kid that was taken into a candy store.

 He led me into the walk-in closet and my jaw dropped when I saw what he pointed at.

 “Happy 19th birthday, my Queen”.