Chapter 22
Shane’s POV
“You’ve never been late to my class” Mrs. Simone, our Chemistry teacher said as I walked further into the class. I’ve never been late for any class. I’ve always been punctual and all the teachers knew that.
“I… I am sorry.” I wanted to add that I lost track of time but I kept my mouth shut. I couldn’t say that, knowing that it was a lie and I didn’t want to go down that path again. I lied to Layla in the morning and if I had my way, I’d tell her the truth.
I had not lost track of time. I knew that the next class was in five minutes but I still let Renee have her way with me and I’d be damned if I say that I didn’t enjoy every bit of it. I ached and throbbed, I wanted more.
“Did something happen to you? Are you okay? Cause you don’t seem alright”
Yeah, I wasn’t alright. How would I be when I had a really hard and standing dick under my trousers? After Renee left, I had taken it upon myself to cage my dick under my legs so that no one would notice. I’m even surprised that anxiety hasn’t taken hold of me yet.
“I’m alright,” I told her and she nodded. Without wasting a second, I started walking into the class, not minding everyone’s gaze and the side talks they made. I could feel Renee’s eyes on me and that made me nervous, especially when I remember the things she did to me with her mouth and hands.
I took a seat at my favorite place in the class which was the back. Thank goodness she’s nowhere near me. She was sitting with Ashley and I was surprised at the way she focused her attention on Mrs. Simone after the session we had in the Janitor’s closet.
Wasn’t she nervous like I was? My heart was hammering against my chest and my palms were sweaty. I couldn’t even concentrate because my mind kept wandering off to her kneeling before me and taking me deep down her throat. Jeez, I couldn’t believe that happened.
My dick was still hard against my trousers and no matter how I tried to shut out the urges, they kept coming back with my dick, kicking harder. Erection. That’s what she called it.
I’ve heard about it before but I never knew it would feel this way. What are the causes? What are the possible solutions? I’ll have to make some research on it as soon as I get back home.
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“You came late for class and that was so unlike you, Shane. Is there something you’re not telling me?”
“Leave him alone, Lay, he’s not a kid” Theoden replied with an eye roll and came to sit beside me. It was time for lunch and we were at the cafeteria.
“You weren’t in class so just stay out of this, okay?” She snapped back and shot him a glare. Theoden was in Art while I and Layla were in Science. “Jeez, you needed to see him, Theo, he wasn’t himself”
“Just give him space, will you?” Theoden said and asked before digging into his meal. He paused and looked around before turning to us “Where’s Renee? She should be here with you guys, right?”
Layla didn’t respond and I didn’t bother saying a word. I’ve been thinking about her the whole time and also gave up looking around for her. I’m sure she’s on her knees somewhere with some other guy. Jeez, I didn’t want to think about it cause whenever I did, it brought these hurting feelings to my chest.
“Alright, you guys can stay here, I’m going to find her,” Theoden said and stood up with his lunch.
“Why? It’s not like she wanna be with us”
“Of course she does, Lay, but you keep pushing her away with your attitude”
“Oh really? So now I’ve got an attitude huh?” She asked and folded her arms “She’s the one who came in and changed everything within the twinkle of an eye. She dresses the way she likes and curses around. She doesn’t even wanna stick to the rules”
“And so what? She has every right to do whatever she wants, Lay so you better get used to it.” Theoden counteracted and walked off. He looked pretty upset.
“Seriously? So I’m now the one with an attitude huh?” Layla huffed and turned to look at me. “I know she makes you uncomfortable because you don’t like girls who dress like her and people who curse around. You don’t like her, right?”
I stared at her as if she had just spoken some Spanish words. She looked at me slowly, her brows knitted in surprise. She was expecting an answer to her question but truthfully, I didn’t know anything anymore. I didn’t even know myself.
“Shane, you don’t like her, right?”
I shut my eyes and shook my head negatively. Of course, I didn’t like her. She made me so nervous and made me question so many things about myself. She brought back my anxieties and was constantly invading my sanity.
“I knew it. I knew that you didn’t like her and you never will” She said and I opened my eyes to see her smiling happily. “Remember what I told you in the morning. You have to stay away from her. She’s a bad influence”Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.
“Layla I…” I tried to say but I paused. I wanted to tell her about everything, starting from when I first met Renee and how she had said that she wanted to eat me.
Then when she touched my crotch in the kitchen. That was when the attacks returned after a long time. And today… I wanted to tell her everything but the words couldn’t flow out. How do I start?
She knew all my secrets and I knew hers. Never have I had difficulties in opening up to her but now… Everything suddenly felt different.
“Yes, I’m listening. You wanted to say something”
I nodded and opened my mouth to speak but that was when she walked through the door with Ashley and some other students. I gulped hard and looked away as heat radiated through my veins. Geez, why does she affect me so much?
“Are you okay?”
“Yes. I… I wanted to inform you that I’ll be going back home today immediately after school” Trust me, I didn’t know how that slipped out.
A deep frown marred her forehead. “You haven’t even stayed for a week. Has your dad traveled? Is Kade out of the house?”
I sighed and took a sip from my glass of juice. I didn’t even remember that she knew everything about me and my family, including the reason I usually stayed away from home. Dad hasn’t traveled and Kade was still at home, probably still grounded. If I got back home, he’d channel all his anger on me but I didn’t care at the moment. I needed to go far away from her.
Just as Layla said, she’s a bad influence and I’m gonna stay so far away from her. She’s a temptation and I’m not going to fall in for her.